Terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day.

Of course I’m being a bit dramatic, but honestly this wasn’t one of my better days.

Started with a great early start and getting some coffee and a bagel. As soon as the server said, “Have a great morning!” I felt a bad vibe. On the way to work I ran out of gas, luckily landing in the emergency lane of the off ramp. Getting into work early - blown. Oh, and AAA doesn’t offer free gas anymore. I think I remember hearing this back when, it just didn’t register until the guy told me $9 and an extra $3 since I had no cash on me. $12 for a gallon-ish. Most expensive gas ever. Get into work, go into a review…which I feel didn’t really make me shine. I know I’m still learning and growing and trying to fight my way out of this box of how I’ve been seeing/thinking…but I’m just tough on myself and I feel I should have been more proactive or read more or done something differently. Tied in with this morning and lack of sleep for the past week I got a little frustrated. Okay lie, really frustrated but I just held it in. Then Todd texts me that my bike has been stolen from our backyard. This creeps me out more than pisses me off. Then for the rest of the day I just feel like shit, and then I get assigned work. After this work I was going to go to this special event zumba class a coworker would be teaching. Brought my clothes and already paid for my ticket, but after I finish this work offsite I’m just dead beat tired and want to curl into a ball. I really think the lack of sleep was what made everything seem to escilate, but tomorrow I start with an 8am meeting in OC.

Here’s to the weekend, may you come sooner than later.